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Learning language

I always enjoy the language lessons from cabbies. Quite often they are the lessons learnt from the stumbles of my less than “standard” mandarin. Other times from the miscommunication of thinking that one thing means another. Like when I first was learning my way about Beijing in 2002 using my Taiwanese flavored Chinese. I thought I was just making conversation among guys by talking about pretty girls. He thought I wanted a prostitute. Xiao jie, an affectionate term for women in general in Taiwan, translates differently on the continent. Those lessons wrought from confusion have a way of sticking with you.
Emotion, tends to burn experiences deeply into our being.

Today’s lesson was more gentle. Mr Liu has an agreement with the hotel. He takes guests out there off the meter for 100 RMB, it then sets him up with a nice fat metered fare back to the city. As usual I’m complimented on my rotten Mandarin and told “you speak a more proper Mandarin than I do.” In a way he is right, I have not acquired the buzz-saw “errrr” of Beijing’s unique accent. He graciously gives me a lesson in the application of the buzz-saw.

“You can’t add it to all words, and for certain words it will actually change the meaning.” For example, men (gateway) in the name of one of the intersections on the second ring road, An Ding Men, which used to be a major gateway into what was the wall that ringed Beijing before the second ring road. That men is pronounced “men”– no “errr.” But, the men that is the door of a house– that one you say “merrr.” Calling a big gate a merrr, it just disrespects.

As ever the intricacies of language at times make we wonder how we communicate at all. For now, I’ll stick with my Taiwanese southern “errr”-less drawl and leave the Beijing language to the gemerr (brothers) of the northern capitol.

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Tea

Tea is not a quick affair. It takes time. Time to settle into a chair and visit the steaming water and leaves. It is a rare moment in our point-and-click UPS delivered life, to drop the to-do list and sink into a wandering conversation. The kind without an agenda, the kind that is like an ongoing invitation.

Us westerners often mistake the technology of tea making for a ceremony. And while it is just that in some parts of the world, in the middle kingdom it is a simple and practical way to extract the personality locked away in the leaves.

It takes time to drink tea. To entice the leaves to open and share their stories of early morning moonlit dew, insect songs, subterranean minerals scattered in the dirt and fecund decay, and long sun-baked afternoons. It takes time to compare this cup, with that one and how the fragrance of one tea rises into the nose, while another sinks down to the chest. It takes time, like getting to know a new friend, or your own true heart’s desire. It is not so much a process of judging, but one of comparison, and curiosity.

The process can’t be rushed, and like meditation it is an invitation to simply be present. Allow the moment to unfold, like the leaves surrendering to hot water. Like we do to our own experience when it is not rushed. When we allow to be, as is, in this moment.
And the next one too.

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The Imperial Capitol

The anomaly of the cotton wet grey sky does not match the desiccated grit that dusts everything with its dull chalk patina. The lack of sun has nothing to do with saturated clouds of moisture, but from the hydrocarbon exhalation of a country that “makes things.” We in the west pride ourselves of having cleaned up the environment in our country, but the truth of matter is that the two faced genie of manufacture has simply been moved not just to another part town, but beyond our borders as well. Just as it did for us, manufacturing creates wealth and it would appear it continues to do so in its age old way– by chewing through the environment. China Inc’s factories spew out the same sky consuming waste that in the past used to turn London coal black, and made the steel belt rivers of America run technicolor.

In the US we see shuttered building projects and declining infrastructure, as most of America has put itself on hold when it comes to expansion. It is different here, where the breakneck pace of economic development, change and growth feels every bit as foreign as the differences that naturally come from a mismatch of cultural quirks. China changes fast, and its imperial capitol reflects it with an ever increasing spider web of modern subways, stretched Hummer’s (the brand is now owned by the Chinese) and a crazy quilt of foreign tongues as everyone from the rural peasant to the Western business man, to the African merchant all seek to bite off a bit of China’s economic land grab.

Prices are inflating in a dizzying spiral and it brings with it changes in outlook and attitude. Where there used to be hard bargaining, now is often heard “take it or leave it.” Flagging down a cab and getting them to stop still may or may not get you to your destination. I’ve heard the odd hours excuse of “I’m getting off work now”– that actually translates into I don’t want to go to that part of town. And while there still are men who light up their cigarettes under the “no smoking” signs in restaurants, they don’t seem to quite a plentiful as before. It just might be that there is a tidal shift in tobacco use.

To what are now my American mid-west tuned sensibilities, Beijing feels like an assault. But, I know that is the temporary byproduct of retuning my Chinese 360° sense of perception and the weary edge of jetlag. The “rules” of traffic as we know them are taken here simply as recommendations. And in reality have very little to do with how feet and wheels, motors and pedals, flow and restriction all play together to move people and vehicles through a seemingly impossibly narrow space. It will take a few more days to settle in the slow motion school of fish flow that governs how traffic moves in a world where the luxury of space is unknown.

In the section of town I temporarily call home there is graffiti everywhere. I can not remember seeing it on previous visits. But, it is also brighter at night with a new flush of shops and night markets that run on the fatter wallets of Beijing’s well lubed economy. The narrow hutongs with their low wattage corners of commerce, the fruit stands and daily goods shops have given way to guitar bars, trendy Thai restaurants, laid-back coffeehouses, hand crafted goods and stylishly cut clothes. The echos of “old Beijing”– the cigarette smoking old men surrounded with a mountain of spent sunflower seed hulls and an army of 3 kuai bottles of Yanjing beer as they play Chinese chess look like ghosts from another time, as the culture of commerce and “ke ai” (cuteness) overtake their old dusty alley with cupcakes, Tibetan scarves and tattoo parlors.

In the west our construction projects are well ordered affairs with OSHA enforced safety measures that wrap construction sites up like a helicopter parent’s prodigy learning to ride a bicycle. In Beijing they more resemble children who track mud all over the place, as the boundaries of creation and destruction merge one into the other, and the ever flowing stream of bicycles, cars and feet simply parts and flows water-like around any momentarily obstruction. Massive diesel spewing dump trucks offloading dirt from an excavation site share the sidewalk with the lively crowd out to enjoy one of the last few comfortable nights before winter drags the bitter cold winds down off the Mongolian Steppes.

It is very difficult to separate creation from destruction. Perhaps this is what it looks like when a dragon sheds its skin.

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Hurry up and wait

Weeks of planning, preparation, mentally packing and unpacking as the pile of clothes gets weighted against the long range forecast of cities that are seasons apart from each other. There comes a point where you simply must zip the suitcase and walk out the door. It is not unlike making the commitment to anything. Get yourself aligned, outfit yourself with the resources that are portable and serviceable for the journey, and then go.

That is usually the hardest part for many of us. Go. Just go. Use the thin tether of commitment and trust, and let the winds of the journey carry you off, like a kite that flies off it its thin, almost invisible thread.

There are schedules, but they are always an approximation. And there is never any telling when planes will actually fly, buses arrive, or of the meal matches the promise of the menu. Want consistency? Then best to avoid the road. Because there are always glitches in the travel matrix. Weather systems that send ripples through the network of airlines connections and mechanical problems that like a flat tire make you realize the miracle of modern travel for what it is– an amazing high speed system that can take us so much further and more quickly than our own two feet. Until something goes clunk.

The flight out of O’Hare’s narrow steel and glass to Beijing’s soaring sail of an airport will be six hours late. But, within 24 hours of waking this morning I will still be on the other side of the world. I am ever in wonder of modern travel!

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The Roots of Yong Kang Clinic

Life in Taiwan is different. It‘s not just the tropical air mixed with the exhaust of innumerable scooters and sweat of 26 million people that live in a space about the size of western Washington. It’s more than the watercourse rules of traffic, where lines in the road are simply suggestions, and fours lanes of traffic is compressed into two.

Walk down any motorcycle encrusted sidewalk, weave between the vendors with quick roll up blankets full of clothes, or tables of alarm clocks, watches, cheap girly jewelry and t-shirts with senseless English. The uneven walkways bump up and down like a 3 year old drawing outside the lines, and everywhere are silver carts full of food. There is not a single square centimeter that does not burst forth commerce. Everywhere it is a kaleidoscope of exchange.

Unlike American streets that are often empty, or owned by the addicted and disenfranchised, Taiwanese streets are a colorful thoroughfare in the flow of life. Anything you might need is usually within a five minute walk. Including healthcare. Dentists, doctors, acupuncturists, herbalists. They all have an open door to the street. Walk in, take a number, gossip with the others waiting their turn, the doctor will be with you in a moment.

You can’t get a doctor’s appointment in Taiwan. They don’t exist. But, you can see a doctor. See one the same day you have that chill that threatens to become a cold. See one the same morning that you woke up with that crick in the neck. Or the same afternoon that your stomach started to act up.

In Taiwan there is a thin line between commerce and community. Tea in the local antique shop is not so much to make customers feel welcome, as it is to daily affirm the threads of connection.

Yong Kang Clinic shares that spirit. We are here not just to be your local resource for health and natural healing. We are here to be the place to “go to” for information, suggestions, and help when you most need it. Think of us first, when you think “I need to do something about this…”

And, of course, the tea kettle is always bubbling with hot water.

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Language: definition and meaning

 

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Fluency is not a list of words that slide off the tongue in the proper order. It is not simply a matter of dictionaries and definitions. Words are like a signal propagated through a carrier be it radio, wire or light; in life we call that carrier culture. It at times renders words utterly unintelligible.

Anyone who has spend even a just a few days in China knows that when it comes to buying and selling there is no standard of conduct other than make the sale. The seller’s job is to charm as much money as possible from the buyer’s pocket; the buyer’s job is to not let that happen. To me it is a curiosity that I get treated with the same blatant lies and sleazy bullshit that a fresh off the plane westerner would get. My Chinese is not great, but it is passable. Passable Chinese means you probably have been lied to, ripped off, and cheated enough times to learn a lesson or two about buying and selling in the middle kingdom.
That is what I would think; what I think happens to be completely wrong.

Like Bill Murray in Groundhog Day, every business transaction is the repeat of a conversation that has long long ago lost its freshness. I know the dance by heart, but that does not excuse me from having to tippity-tap my way through every buying transaction as if it was my very first day in Beijing. One would think I’d have surrendered long ago to the inevitable. I’m like Charlie Brown thinking that at last I am going to kick that football; optimism can be a sad, sad disease.

The trick is to translate meaning, not words.

Vegetarians have a terrible time in China, and we had some in our group these past two weeks. No one here really understands that a human being could possibly voluntarily not eat meat. Perhaps some odd Buddhist monk or nun, but they are strange ghosts in a country purged of any kind of spiritual impulse. So the words “I want a vegetarian dish” gets translated as “I want a dish with vegetables.” The phrase “we have people here at our table who don’t eat meat” apparently evaporates before it can whisper up against the eardrum of the waitstaff. The phrase “we want this dish to be ENTIRELY without meat” does not include the little shrimp or bits of pork that are “spices, ” of course they must be added or the dish would not be delicious.

There is a phrase in Chinese 沒辦法 “mei ban fa.” There is nothing you can do about it.

There is nothing you can do about being lied to about the quality, or lack there of, in the purchase you are about to make. There is nothing you can do about being quoted prices 4 to 5 times higher than you should pay. There is nothing you can do about, being butted in front of as the concept of lines does not exist in mainland Chinese thought. There is nothing that can be done to avoid questions of “how do you like China?” Innocent questions that remind me that while I have experience in the middle kingdom, the middle kingdom still does not have that much experience with outsiders.

Deng Xiaoping may have thrown open the doors to the dragon empire 30 years ago, but there there are still invisible barriers of culture and habit that protect China against the foreign invasion.

I may have some grasp of Mandarin, but my “Chinese” still needs some work.

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Inhabiting the moment

 

this moment

It is good to have a retreat. Time away from the habits and well worn grooves that naturally accumulate when life runs smoothly enough. Time inhabiting an alternative slipstream, one that flows on a different elliptic of predictability and clears away the cobwebs of familiarity.

It’s like everyday is the first day of school.

In China the rules are different. Personal space shrinks to what in the west would be would be an assault. On first glance it is chaotic, and on second glance as well. So long as you surrender to the stochastic drift of feet and wheels, and move slow enough to feel the invisible currents that call the tune, there is safety. Putting on speed here will invariably slow you down, surrender is the key.

The rules are different, and like meditation on the breath is a constant process of remembering our way back to the present moment, so too does navigating life in China serve as a constant call to be acutely sensitive to the moment. It is not that life here is more interesting, it is that it requires more attention. And any time more attention is brought to the moment, life becomes more deeply textured and felt.

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Change is the only constant

 

noodle shop

The uniforms of the “security” are still ill fitting affairs with safety pinned badges of rank. Cabbies continue to smoke in their “non-smoking” cabs, and the staff of beauty parlors still take their evening exercise break and do a Chinese version of Dance-A-Robics on the sidewalk. Morning breakfast food carts jam up the sidewalks, and thankfully my favorite noodle soup shack still bubbles up a hot brothy bowl of love in the morning. There is comfort and a hint of stability in that which appears to be the same with each and every glance.

Studying with Dr. Huang is another story. We set up the syllabus over a year ago. It was not until part way into the first afternoon I realized it was a relic, a road map from the past. I expected to translate material with which I was familiar, but without warning we quickly we veered off into new territory. Huang has revised his thinking since the last time I was in Nanjing. It is a new ballgame.

Many of us like to have a sense of what is coming. This sense of predictability pervades our lives and naturally extends to the sphere of education. I did not notice that Huang had other cards up his sleeve, nor did he tip his hand. There is always a riptide of frustration when things do not go as I thought they should, and like the tide the only way to stay afloat is to swim with it. Following a skilled and talented doctor is a challenge and privilege. Not unlike acquiring the ability to ride a spirited horse with a loose hand full of intent. Being able to follow the footsteps of his experience and have it awaken insight and a sharper clinical eye is the reason for this journey.

These next two weeks are going to be very interesting indeed!

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22 air hours to China

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Something felt odd, not unlike that feeling of thinking you have not packed something important, even though the list has been gone over three times. Something seemed out of place as I collected my boarding passes from the automatic check-in machine and handled my single bag over to the one of the two clerks, each of whom is now doing the work of what would have been six people in the days before downsizing. Later the discrepancy shows itself. My bag had only been checked as far as the long haul drop off point; Los Angeles. The travel gods smiled on my folly by pre-arranging a 2.5 hour layover. Enough time to grab my bag and tour the check in at LA’s international terminal.

The Asian wing has an oddly third world flavor, low squat concrete bunker construction and a checkerboard of intense halogen and misplaced pools of darkness. There are mountains of bags, jigsawed around gigantic futuristic X-ray machines, awaiting their turn to be imaged as safe. One of which is choking on some obscenely oversized bundle wrapped in an electric pink king-sized sheet. Blue-gloved safety technicians cheer the “big-guy” colleague who is theatrically attempting to kick and shove the constipated bundle through. The ID checkers work in a twilight gray, for some reason there are no lights in this section, but at least a dozen video cameras. I take off my shoes, the modern prayer of travel safety, and then board the midnight express to back to Asia.

Deplaning into the Hong Kong International airport with its sail-like construction and walls of glass I realize how embarrassed I feel about foreigners arriving into my country and being greeted with the likes of LAX. I always love the Hong Kong airport’s tapestry of skin color and language; the living collage of culture, dress and movement.
It is good to be back in Asia.

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